Friday, May 8, 2009

A Light....? At the end of the Tunnel??

Today I caught a glimpse. Not all day, but for much of the day. Things just felt a bit more..."normal" at times. Like someone cut off the top layer of dirty goo from this hole I've been in...and a little light has been able to come in...

We are still working to increase the Z up to a therapeutic level, and with every increase comes a day of ridiculous anxiety. That day will probably be Monday. But maybe I will come back here and read that the light did make it's way in today...and it will remind me that things can and will get better.

8 comments:

Dora said...

So glad to hear this. Good idea to come back and read this on tough days. Hang in there. Sounds like you're on your way!

Meg said...

I'm so glad that you're starting to see some light breaking through. Things will keep getting better and brighter!

Happy Mother's Day!

battynurse said...

Glad it's getting better.

Billy said...

So glad to hear :-).

sharon said...

Happy Mothers Day Jess.

meandbaby said...

Happy Mother's Day. You are a strong, caring and wonderful mother - don't forget that for a minute. I hope your first Mother's Day is wonderful and I know you will make it through Monday. You are on your way to better days!

Jo said...

Happy Mother's Day!! Keep that light burning! So glad to hear it's there.

meandbaby said...

I hope you are having a good Monday!! Don't forget to re-read your last post. :)